| Wow, the Lord's timing is so good. When i left last week i left my book i had been reading and so today i finally got time to read some more on it. These stuck out to me.. It encouraged my heart so i thought i would pass it on.. "Justified self-centernedness is such an automatic and well practiced premise for our thinking about relationships that ONLY the hammer of God's law can break it apart.And it does so in and unexpected way." it goes on to say... " Most of us would prefer to think of God warmly cheering us onas we try tokeep our balance in the storms of life. And God does deeply encourage. But something in our character brings out another part of his, making him less the cheerleader rooting us to victory and more of the determined surgeon wielding a knife." |
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| Week one is over, i have my house back.i breathed in and breathed out and got through , slowly. Chad is at his dad's. He got my hope up once again, Sunday was a great day and he stayed, slept on the couch but he stayed. We have a great conversation and laughed all day and night. Only for me to get up this morning to a cut off completely different person. He just calls me and tells me he would see me closer to the end of the week. WHAT WAS I THINKING? WHY DID I LET MY GUARD DOWN? Now, i am stuck answering the girl's questions once again , Mommy where is daddy? |
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| Week one is over, i have my house back.i breathed in and breathed out and got through , slowly. Chad is at his dad's. He got my hope up once again, Sunday was a great day and he stayed, slept on the couch but he stayed. We have a great conversation and laughed all day and night. Only for me to get up this morning to a cut off completely different person. He just calls me and tells me he would see me closer to the end of the week. WHAT WAS I THINKING? WHY DID I LET MY GUARD DOWN? Now, i am stuck answering the girl's questions once again , Mommy where is daddy? |
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| everyone , please pray for me and chad this week. we are going through a hard time in our marriage right now. i am giving him his space and the girls and i are going to stay with my parents for a while. i am not going to give specifics but there needs to be a miracle happen and softened hearts. this is going to be so hard for me. thanks guys. |
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